my mom, my mom, my mom, i don't know what to do.
i don't know what to pray besides please, please, please, please, please.
all it seems i can do is cry right now.
later will be better but every time i talk to one of my sisters, i cry.
i'm not there.
i'm here.
should i be there and ignore my family's memory Christmas?
you know i'm going up right after the first of the year.
you know that's when i always go.
i always go then to pick her up and bring her back to the ranch.
oh, dear, oh, dear, what will happen this year?
i don't think i'll be bringing her back to the ranch.
i don't think anything will ever be the same again and it's breaking my heart.
i didn't realize that a heart could be broken so badly.
mine is cracking so deeply.
GOD DO SOMETHING. PLEASE.
DO SOMETHING WITH ME.
help me to be faithful and to remember that you are in charge and that
you love my mom even more than i do.
i know you've got her in your care and that all will work out for your glory.
BUT I HURT SO BADLY.
i hurt so badly for my mom.
God, please, please help her sleep. SHE NEEDS TO SLEEP.
if she can sleep i think she'll be okay.
just some sleep.
help the doctor help my mom.
